this breeze isn't strong enough - all these lines fall short of what I had in mind
Sep. 14th, 2010
11:17 pm - this breeze isn't strong enough
I'm quite tired, so this will be brief. I just wanted to write.
I'm surprisingly ready for fall to come and every morning when I leave my house and I feel how cool it is outside I think that is has arrived. But alas, 8 hours later I emerge from my windowless office and realize it's still hot as hell out. I have acquired many new scarves recently and look forward to wearing them.
The kids will be flocking back to campus soon (already are, actually) and I cringe a little when I think about that. I'll readjust to the overpopulated area, but it's been so peaceful around work lately (dead quiet, really) that I'm just not ready.
I don't know where the time is going. I mean, I really just don't know what I'm doing. I think I spent 5+ hours playing Uno this weekend. That's normal, right?
I need to clean and do laundry super badly. Basic tasks that I've been putting off for way too long. Maybe next week...
I've found myself having really great moments lately, like being inside of it and realizing that it's one of those things I'll remember years from now (if that exists) and I've been able to actually appreciate them while they are happening. With so many other things it's taken me too long to notice. I've missed the moments and only caught on after the fact. I like that I'm in the now, or what have you.
meow. I'm trying to make a cat join me in bed. She's still undecided (actually I think they are hunting a bug...)